i can’t hold it in anymore. I can’t walk around everyday and smile and act like my 7 months of being locked up helped. I failed everyone; especially Mr. Peter. I’ll never be good enough for anything. I’ll never amount to anything. I mean, my own bio parents don’t even like me. I’m worthless. pathetic. just a horrible person. I look at myself every morning and just think was it all my fault? was it? it was. I deserve every pain I’ve ever felt in my life. I just am so done. I’m so sorry for not being good enough for anything. I’M SO SORRY. I’m sorry I didn’t find the high road or could ever accept myself. I’m sorry I wasted everyone’s time. I’m sorry to all the people I’ve hurt.